I know its a little early to be deciding this and I know that most have grand plans for themselves. Myself I only have a few things I want to change. I want to change being this sweet innocent person that the world feels they need to protect, I am a big girl and I can't live life being shilded from it, nor can I learn when to let go or to hold on if others are making the choices for me. I hope that love finds me next year, in its multiple ways in forms. I will not look but I will be open to what happens in this life. At times in life and this has been true for me in long past relationships I have overlooked faults to keep alive what whas good I learned better than that and moved on and 6yrs later I feel that I have a better grasp on that area, yet still so much to learn we will see what happens in that area but in no rush need to work on a move and getting myself better before I do more. I want to return to work and get healty enough to do so. Simple New years resolutions it seems...but to me the sound monsterous.