I know it sux that I don't update this site as much as I used too. I have noticed lately I am kinda pulling away from everyone. I don't like company, I don't go out and do anything, I just sit home in front of the TV. I am not depressed per se I like my life enough, financial worries still have me pretty down but I can see the light eventually it will get there(unless there are any rich bloggers who want to make it happen earlier j/k).I don't know I feel like as if I have lost faith in humanity. I mean everyone backstabs someone. people forget about friendships when they find new ones. I used to love to blog because of the interactions I got from doing it, now I don't want to talk to anyone. I wish I knew what to do, I wish I could go out like I used to and forget things to have a good time, but I can't, I know I am not alone, but I feel all alone. I am trying to get back into blogging, so bear with me dizzy fans, I don't want to disappoint.